Monday, June 22, 2009
You're Such A Hottie,Sean Li
In case you have no idea who the heck is Sean Li,he is the main cast for the latest Hong Kong queer movie,Permanent Residence.I got to admit honestly that he is so my type of guy;fair,muscular,sweet smile, ahhh he has the perfect boy friend package for me.hehehe!!!!!Besides,he reminds me a lot of a guy that I still have a crush on in my campus.Plus,Sean Li really turn me on when he is in his formal wear,so seductive.XDXD
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Sunday, June 21, 2009
Happy Father's Day
Happy Father's Day to all the daddies around the world and beyond!!!!!!
I know I'm not a filial son,always make papa and mama worry about me all the time but hey chill la,you son here need to be adventurous or else his life will be less colouful.Just wanna thank my papa for being with me for the past 23 years.I will not be who I am today,I will not be where I am today if it was not you who provide me with tender care,protection,shelter,food,education and most importantly love.When I was a frail baby,you taught me to talk and walk,you taught me how to swim and cycle,you accompanied me whenever mama punished me for being a naughty kid,you carried me in your arms whenever I happened to sleep in the living room,you covered me with blanket whenever you see me sleeping without it.I pray that God will give us many more wonderful years for us to be together.All I can do now is to study hard and make you a proud dad......I'm so emo today!!!!
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Saturday, June 20, 2009
Ivan,Ivan in the end you lose yourselves to nothing but "TEMPTATION".As I was strolling and browsing through the books and mags at MPH Mid Valley,you caught my attention.I couldn't resist but to grab you hard in my hands.My eyes fixed statically at you,without a blink I felt the sudden rush of adrenalin in my body.I got excited and held you close even harder.I guess we were just fated to meet on this day.You tempted me,you seduced me with all your sweet and convincing words.You lured me with all the promises and satisfaction that I will get if and only I be with you.I tried to resist but you seduced me even harder.I told you that I'm tired and I had made a promised to rest during the month of July and you''ll not be able to satisfy my desire but you said I'll regret it if I rejected this offer.In the end,you made me forked out 30 bucks for a date on the night of the 25th of July 2009.Ivan son of Adam broke his promise and felt into "TEMPTATION FOR RUNNING".He's officially heading to Putrajaya on the night of the 25th of July 2009 for the Men's Health Night Run.
BUT hey this run is special and certainly, it's gonna be my darling of the year.XD.Firstly,it will be held at night and running in Putrajaya at night will be an awesome experience for me.As the route indicates,I'll be passing some of Putrajaya's famous landmarks such as The Palace of Justice,Seri Gemilang Bridge,Putrajaya Covention Centre,Seri Saujana Bridge,Seri Wawasan Bridge, and Putrajaya Mosque.
Next is the goodie bag that is worth 300 bucks. It consists of;A Men’s Health bag • A Runner’s tee** from Reebok worth RM79 • 2 pouches of Nature Valley® Crunchy Granola Bars • 1901 Soakin’ Ted (great size) • A Fitness Concept Microfibre Towel worth RM26 • Clear Men 85ml Shampoo • Clear Anti-Dandruff 85ml Shampoo • Shokubutsu Body Shower Foam Active Sports 180ml • Fresh & White Fresh Blast Toothpaste 30g • Bion 3 Probiotic Multivitamins Minerals worth RM45 • Naturale Choice Veggie Snack • Care Condom 3-piece pack • Kenko 30mins Fish Spa Voucher worth RM38 • 7-UP Revive 325ml • Bleu Mineral Water 600ml • TruDtox Tea Bag • Cartilamine Glucosamine Sulphate Tablets 10’s • Clark Hatch 1-Week Free Trial Pass
So you see,Ivan will be an ass-hole if he rejected this great offer.hahaha!!!!
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Thursday, June 18, 2009
Run Ivan Run
Recapping back on the races thet I Participated for the past few months in some ways boost my motivation for the upcoming Standard Chartered KL Marathon 2009.This gonna be my second half marathon (21km) in this month alone.My first ever half marathon was The New Balance Klang Pacers 1/2 Marathon which was held recently on the 7th of June 2009.It was definitely a feat for me,because never in my wildest dream of me thinking of running for 21 km non stop but hey I did it.I managed to complete the race within 2 hours 20 minutes :P.How my craze for running started?O well it all started with the KL Tower International Forest Towerthon Challenge on the 1st of March 2009.
Eversince after that run,I was officially declared a running addict.Hahaha!!!Then,approximately 2 weeks after the first run,I participated in the Larian Amal Seri Sinar at Bukit Jalil.This was my first experience running for 10 km.
This craze for running continued with my regular trainings at the Bukit Jalil Park.Run,run and run!!!!On the 12th of April 2009,I went for my first ever 1/4 marathon-Orange Run-by BHP Petrol at the Curve,Mutiara Damansara.
There seem to be many first time for me la,if you notice the progress from the begining,haha.First time feeling is always the best as it leaves the sweetest memories.Like how you been kissed for the first time,that's how it feels once you completed the race for the first time,LOL.Can't stop challenging myself for more,I opted to run for my first ever half marathon (21 km),New Balance Klang Pacers 1/2 Marathon on the 7th of June 2009.I got to confess that I did have some fears before running for 21 km,fear of not completing the race within the 3 hours qualifying time,fear of injury,fear of etc etc.However, I did trained myself well for the race and successfully completed the race within the qualifying time.
And now,come the race that I have been anticipated for,The Standard Chartered KL Marathon 2009.Why I like this race so much?Firstly,there gonna be 12 500 runners participating in this marathon which I never encountered before in any of the marathons I joined.Next,I personally feel the route for the Standard Chartered run is damn chun.
In July,me and my fellow running kakis are not planning to join any of the marathons like Siemen Run and Shape & Men’s Health Run.We just wanna rest for the whole month because in August we are going for the Adidas King Of The Road Shah Alam on the 2nd of August 2009.Phewwwwww and more runs coming soon for the rest of the months to come.XD
When people ask me why you love running so much,hmmm I never really give it a thought but running do makes me feel relax and boost my mood to study well but most of all I love the "high" feeling that you get once you completed the race,sort of like when you're high on drug la haha!!!! that sense of achievement.
p/s and in case you're wondering which is me in those of the pictures posted.Hahaha!!! It is for you to find out :P
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Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Books O Glorious Books
Reading has always been one of my fav hobby but my hectic schedule often hinders me from doing so.The only time I can pick up this habit again is during the semester break.So,I got to treasure this opportunity while I still have the ample free time with me.Basically,I have four books to read up which comprise of 2 novels and 2 mangas.The two novels are; A Thousand Splendid Suns by Khaled Hosseini and Breaking The Tongue by Vyvyane Loh.I always have this interest in novel with war,friendship and love setting or elements in it.Eversince I read the Kite Runners,I have been an ardent fan of Khaled Hosseini.In his first book,the Kite Runners,I have to admit that it really touched my feeling and I did cried while reading the book.It is the first book that managed to make me so emo.
Here comes the best part,I was never,am never and doubt that I will ever become a manga's fan but one faithful day really made me an excited boy.It was on friday evening some time ago,as I was browsing through some books at Borders,Times Square,until something unimaginable caught my attention.Tada!!!!!
I was like @#%$@#%$,WOW,since when they are so daring to sell and display 'em so openly.Hahaha but who cares,I got myself two of 'em which cost me almost a hundred bucks.At first kinda malu la when it came to paying time,the cashier was a young girl and she was also kinda malu-malu la but we pretended like as if nothing happened.Imagine the look of people behind me at the cashier counter,I just ignored them.I used to buy books with queer theme at Kinokuniya KLCC which can be found under the Gender Studies area but this was the first time of me purchasing X-rated gay materials.Hahaha!!what an experience,the feeling was just like the first experience buying condoms from the pharmacy.XD.Just make a sardine face and everthing should be ok.So far I have purchased 3 books or maybe 2 books with queer theme at Kinokuniya.My fav among all would be SQ 21,a compilation of coming out stories of PLUs in Singapore.A must read for People Like Us,very inspiring indeed.
Can't resist myself from having another queer theme book,I bought Girls Who Like Boys Who Like Boys by Melissa de la Cruz and Tom Dolby.It is basically about true stories of love,lust and friendship between straight girls and their gay best friends.
Lastly,The Gift of Rain by Tan Twan Eng.It is a nice piece of writting from a first time local writter.The theme and setting of the book compliment well with my own interest-friendship,love and war.Some people feel that it is not a gay theme book but I personally feel that the main character of the story is a gay.Hahaha!but then again,who cares as long as it is a good piece of writting.
It's been a while I have not checked up any queer books at Kinokuniya,planning to do so soon,maybe there're some interesting queer books to add up into my growing collections.Anyone has any idea on where else I can purchased queer theme books???
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Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Mama Says NO!!
Last night,after a hearty dinner,papa went off to get something and left me and my mom sitting side by side.Little did I realise that something was going to happen.Her voices still rings in my ears till this moment.Mama had a heart to heart talk with her only son,ME.She didn't scold me,she didn't raise up her voice but what she said,was something hard for me to swallow.Mama said that it's been a long time she wanna talk to me about this matter,just that the timing was not right.So,she took the opportunity to express what she and my dad feel about me,my life and my future.Firstly,she touched about the way I dress up.I got to be honest that I have this liking of having blink blink stuffs on my clothing,those diamonds and embroideries thingy.She feels that it a bit too loud for me as a guy to wear those clothing.To be direct,she means that I look so GAY in those clothings.Next,she addressed her concern of me befriending with guys with gay-ish attitude and behaviour.She apparently dislikes me being in the company of "lelaki lembut" and feels that these so called sissies will influence her only son into becoming one of them.Sometimes,she is kinda paranoid,if I happened to hang out with girl friends for shopping etc,she starts to think these girls are making me "girly".On the other hand,if I hang out with guys all the time,she begins to wonder why on earth I'm not into girl.So you see,the situation can be very difficult at times.Her final word to me was;"you gonna be holding a professional job in the future,so dress up decently and behave like a "GUY".I just looked down at my feet and kept mum.I have a strong feeling that they sort of knew my sexuality,well mom knows the best but I guess they are in the state of denial and hoping that I might change.
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Friday, June 5, 2009
Congratulation Ivan!!!You're officially in Sem 3
Yes,I am officially in Semester 3 though there are still 4 more weeks to go before my holiday comes to an end.Today is considered as the D day for Bpharmers,the day that will determine whether or not we can proceed to the next semester.Failing to do so is a disaster,something that no one would want to go through.I feel sorry for those who couldn't make it.As mentioned in the previous post,studying in XXU is never easy,especially if you're studying Pharmacy.Thank God I pass my exam and more importantly I am satisfied with my result.At least all my hardworks,sleepless nights,God knows what agony I went through in semester 2, paid off.So,I can enjoy my holiday now without the need to worry about anything for the time being till the madness begins once against next month.It is a tradition for me to upload a pic during the study week of the past semester.The only difference in semester 2 was,I spent most of the time studying alone instead of with friends.The reason is,in semester 1 we were still innocent kids and in semester 2 many ended up in relationship,unfortunately I am not one of them.sob sob sob.So got to study on my own la.
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
BH,a guy in his early 20s is presented with symptoms such as extreme boredom,binch eating and excessive sleeping.He had history of extreme stress,lack of sleep,imbalance diet, consumed 4-5 cups of coffee daily and lastly he did not excercise for the past 3 weeks.Earlier this week,he was diagnosed with Post Examination syndrome by the GP.
The PE syndrome is a clinical manifestation whereby the individual is in the extreme state of boredom.
Signs and Symptoms:
Apart from the symptoms described above,other symptoms such as long hours of stoning,facebooking,you tubing,kepo-ing people's blogs are some of the common symptoms observed in patient suffering from PE syndrome.
The main cause of PE syndrome is always attributed to long period of stress.
PE syndrome is often seen in undergraduate students and students who happened to be BPharmers in XXU have a higher risk of suffering from this syndrome.
PE syndrome arises when the individual is subjected to extreme stress or depression for a long period of time.Excessive memorizing activities often precede the symptoms of stress and depression.An overwhelming flow of information into the brain causes the enlargement of neurons or better known as neuro megaly.At this stage,the individual will experience palpitation of the heart,irregular heart beats, and high blood pressure.Then,the compensatory mechanism is activated,the blood vessel is dilated,reduced in pre-load,workload of the heart decreases,myocardial oxygen demand also decreases and result in the reduction of blood pressure.After 6 days of examination,the fast flow of information out of the brain leads to the desensitization of the neurons.The sudden reduction in the brain's activities leads to PE syndrome.
Patient with PE syndrome has a high chance of recovery provided that appropriate measures are taken at the early stage.
Treatment and Management
Patient with PE syndrome is prescribed with 100g of Love Drug aka Mood Enhancer drug aka chocolate to be taken once daily.The therapeutic effect can be enhanced by taking the Love Drug with milk and emo songs/music in the background.The active ingredients of Love Drug are Cannabinoids, or marijuana-like substances and Caffeine, a natural picker-upper.
CAUTION:Love Drug can cause you to grow horizontally if taken overdose.XD
Patients are encouraged to check out their local cinema,lepak-ing at Starbucks with gossip kakis,running in the park can increase the secretion of endorphin(to give you this feel good effect),share some lame jokes with some lame people etc etc
Roles of Pharmacist:
Counsel the patients on appropriate activities that can be undertaken by them.Accompany them for movies,be their gossip kakis,running kakis,lame kakis ,whatever kakis.In extreme cases,play bom cha cha with the patients.XD
PBL session for today ends here.Thank you for participation.
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Thursday, November 27, 2008
Justa so called poem from me,written out of boredom.Enjoy.
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Wednesday, November 26, 2008
I AM DEAD BORED
I am freaking bored.It's barely a week of my 7 weeks break and I'm feeling restless at home.Picture taken in the library during our study week.Guess what,the table is meant for like 10 students but being occupied by only 4 of us;Ben,Erica,Cheryl and I.Apparently,our table is the nerdiest among all.Stress to the max,that's all I can describe.Glad it's over and I'm praying for the best.Study life in XXU is never easy especially for the BPharmers,long hours of lecture,lab session,writting portfolios,PSD sessions,endless lab reports,projects,personal study and weekly class tests.Social life,ermm was kept low throughout the semester but I did realise something,friends are so important.There were moments I felt like giving up but we supported each other.Day in day out,sun rise sun set,imagine the amount of agony we had to go through and this is only sem 1.Little did I know that one day I would end up doing Pharmacy in XXU.Destiny?Vocation?I belive it's a mixture of both.Result will be out next friday,5th of December 2008.Good luck everyone.
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Sunday, October 12, 2008
I Have A Confession To Make!!!!!!
I have a confession to make.A confession that I am not ashamed of.A confession that I always wanted to make.A confession of a confused grown up boy.
1)I am a Catholic and I never been to a confession before since my baptism 2 years ago.If you are a Catholic,you would understand how serious is this matter.I could easily reserve myself a decent place in hell....OK OK I know God is merciful but still, I had betrayed my relationship with Christ.I still remembered that faithful Friday evening during the last Lent season,without having any knowledge that the Penitential Rite was taking place,I happily followed my friends to the church thinking that it was only an ordinary evening mass.Guess what?I got freaked out when someone told me there will be a Penitential Rite after the evening mass.So,I was left in a dilemma,to go or not to go,to go or not to go,and the questions kept lingering in my mind.I could sense the devils were working so hard to distract me.In the end,the devils won over this sinful son of Adam.There had been numerous attempt of me going for confessiom,promises after promises made,sunday after sunday,month after month but remain in vain.I am tainted with mortal sins.I am really serious about it.I am not crazy,I am not ashamed and I am not trying to be paranoid.I am still afraid to approach the confessional.
2)I did not go to Church for many times whenever I am back in my hometown.I repeat,only when I am in my hometown but i would diligently go to church if I am in KL no matter how early is the mass or no matter how difficult for me to get to the church,I would still go.The reason is not that I could not wake up in the morning but just another attitude problem that I have been struggling for quite sometime.I hate my hometown parish,I hate the people in the church,I hate everything single things that are related to the parish.Most of all,I hate being lonely sitting at the pew.
3)I have picked up the ART of LYING as my favourite pastime.I love telling lies.I tell lies every single day.I lie to my friends,my lecturers,my family members and even to strangers.Lying just give me a sense of satisfaction.WHY?cause I hate people knowing what I am doing or thinking.e/g I would lie to my friends saying that I went to the toilet during the break when actually I was in the library studying.As I mentioned earlier,I hate it when someone knows what I am doing.I feel insecure.
4)I fail to understand the people around me.I discriminate those whom I think not worthy to be in my present without realising that I am equally unworthy.I love to gossip,raise up my voice unnecessarily,backstabbing and etc etc etc.My close friends would understand this very well if they read this.I am such a hypocrite and an egocentric guy,claiming to be Christ follower when I am such a #*%$^@.
5)I am not a filial son.I always make my parents worry about me.No further elaboration....sigh
6)I have a faith and personal crisis.You would understand if you are in the same boat as me.No further elaboration.
7)I am sexually deprived.HELP ME!!!!!
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